Okay so, remember that AFA11 had this niconico livestream thing? well. I somehow found myself in front of the livestream videocam. As in, not just as one of those standing behind among the crowd, but instead, directly in front, talking into the mic, as a solo act. As usual, I became fucking nervous because of this whole speaking in front of a large crowd thing. [read: my one and only podium announcement in RI, PW OP, pretty much any speech I had to give.] But this time, it's in front of a on-site crowd and a 55+k online audience. I was stuttering really badly; my voice was shaking quite audibly.
Why am I mentioning all this, you might ask. Well. Someone video-capped my entire appearance time in front of the cam. And now I have a copy of this videocap. And I tell you, it's fucking embarrassing.
I'm still deciding if I should even show this to anyone.
This is possibly the best and worst decision I've made this year, after deciding to go on a solo tour of Akihabara on New Year's Day and deciding to take CS1101S as my Programming Methodology module, respectively. | ![[info]](http://l-stat.livejournal.com/img/userinfo.gif?v=91.7){kind=small}
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